June 2013 - Page 4 of 8 - Tales of the Aggronaut

Stressed

June 18, 2013 by Belghast

So I am getting a super late start this morning, as it is my birthday and I milled around the house rather than get ready and do my normal routine. I took the day off from work because the intent was to pick my wife up from the airport as she was flying in at noon. Unfortunately however that flight was cancelled due to weather… and she is not slotted to get into Tulsa until 9pm. This kind of puts a huge dent in the enjoyment of my birthday as I was expecting to get to spend at least half of it with her. However I got pinged over IM from a friend with this message… you think you get to take the day off from blogging just because its your birthday? So I guess I need to hustle along with my morning post.

Laptop Strikes Back

So when I last spoke about this yesterday, I was a bit chipper as the laptop guy had gotten back ahold of me and apologized for not responding. He said he had been selling his car and busy dealing with that, but would be able to meet up Monday after he got off work at 12:30. So we arranged a meeting and I took a late lunch to go meet him at 1:30. I was feeling kind of crappy yesterday… extremely dizzy but I drove out to meet him and upon pulling into the parking lot I feel my pocket buzz. When I pull out my phone I had received a message from him.

Hey man. I can’t sell the laptop anymore. Sorry for wasting your time.

So after all that hassle… the little fucker flakes out on me again. If you have been following me for a long time… or read the link I posted to an old blog post… I went through this exact same shit last time I tried to buy a laptop for myself on craigslist. However we can seem to buy stuff for my wife anytime we want without major issues. I feel like I am just cursed, and I have simply learned my lesson faster this time. I flipped a big finger to the process of buying a laptop for myself through craigslist and went searching online.

To be truthful I had done a bit of this already when I thought the guy had flaked out… and found a slightly better version of the Lenovo y500 for a bit more and yesterday after talking to my wife I went ahead and placed and order. The funny thing is… when you are spending $1000 on something… that $25 for over night shipping seems like a pittance. Based on UPS tracking it shows that my new laptop is out for delivery, which usually means it will show up on my doorstep around noonish.

Everything about the laptop looks to be something that will hold me for another 2-3 years. Honestly my Asus would have been just fine if it did not start having unexplained power issues. It looked like it was going to cost around $300 as it was going to be the motherboard, and it just seemed silly to throw that kind of money at a machine that was already 3 years old. Quite honestly the concept of SLI in a laptop blows my mind… I am so interested to crack it open and see what it can do. Having had SLI before, I know it is not always the best choice and some games perform better using only a single card… but the 650 is still an upgrade over any video card I currently have.

Stressed

I have been super stressed this past week for so many reasons. Work has been extremely wishy washy and uncertain, with our deadlines and goals changing on an almost hourly basis. Put on top of that all the technical issues I have had with computers malfunctioning, and the fact that the acquisition of a new laptop had been a drama filled mess. Compound all of that by the fact that I don’t really handle change well, and the absence of my wife has been probably the largest stress inducer, and I think my body is rebelling against me.

Yesterday I felt extremely horrible. I took my blood pressure at one point and it was extremely high, I was super dizzy… realized I had only had about 500 calories for the day… and also realized I had not actually had anything to drink since my early morning coffee. Instead of coming back to work after my late lunch meet up I drove to the house and remote in, so I could sit in my quiet serene office in the dark and try and calm the hell down. Additionally I drank about 32 oz of water and ate something for lunch.

So right now my goal for my birthday day… is to try and think as many calm thoughts as possible. This may or may not happen since my wife is essentially stranded at an airport right now. I am really hoping she ends up with an option to get home before 9pm. Honestly we don’t really know WHEN she will be home… since the 3:30 connecting fight is on “Stand by”. Again… I need to think happy non-rage-inducing thoughts. So the question is… what can I do that is super relaxing.

Leveling Crafting

So far my plan is to farm materials and finish leveling Foraging and Weapon Smithing in Rift. For whatever reason I find this activity calming. I have always liked riding around picking herbs, harvesting nodes and skinning bodies. There is just something serene about moving around a pretty landscape with a nice orchestral soundtrack.. and those little nodes on the map give you just enough of a reason to be there to keep it interesting. At this point I am in the level 50 zones working on Carmintium and the assorted herbs.

My problem is that I don’t quite remember what the sweet spot for ore and herbs was. I roamed around Iron Pine Peaks and it didn’t seem all that great, so I am thinking today I might go out to Ember Isle. At least there I have a shot at the various rare mobs that drop pets and such. Hopefully the activity will be just as calming as I seem to need it to be, and hopefully before long there will be a knock on my door with a new toy to set up.

I hope you all have a great day, and I want to thank everyone for the warm birthday wishes I have received over twitter and G+. I play a little game each birthday, to see who is the first automated bot to wish me a happy birthday. This year it was the WoWAce forum, which now that I think of it… might have been the winner last year as well. It is just interesting to log into email and see a flood of automated happy birthday messages. I have to say the experience of G+ and their birthday messages is a bit odd as well.. when you click the message saying you have birthday greetings it gives you a huge page of ALL the greetings. Surprise ninja greetings!! Anyways… maybe now Chuck will be satiated… I have blogged on my birthday.

Soul Cannon Sucks

June 17, 2013 by Belghast

It is a super rain morning here in Oklahoma, and I am shocked and amazed I am as cognitive as I am. The storms over night made the cats fairly crazy… and as a result they kept waking me up. I am sure at some point today the lack of solid sleep will hit me like a truck… but for now apparently I am mostly functional. At the very least I am “fixing to” get some coffee in me, which should stave off the eventual shutdown.

Laptop Redux

Most of yesterday, I had been reaching out to the community for feedback on the Lenovo y500 laptop, and I had gotten a few answers from folks that were actively using it. I began trying to figure out which site I would order it from, and had pretty much narrowed it down to Tiger Direct. They seemed to be able to get me the laptop quickest and for the cheapest. The absolute best deal is directly from Lenovo.com, however the estimated ship time… not arrival time… is 7/3/2013 which is way too long a wait for me. I am taking a trip in early July and really need a functional laptop by then.

After all this machination and preparation to just order the damned thing… about 7:00 pm last night I get a text back from the craigslist guy. He is rather apologetic and says that he has been dealing with trying to sell his car, and did not have his phone with him. He then proceeds to explain that email is the best means of contact for him, and gives me his address. This is one of those things that I wished he had put in the ad, because I would have preferred to have been dealing over email in the first place.

Ultimately after a few emails back and forth, we have agreed to meet today over the lunch hour and make the exchange. He will have the laptop back to factory specs as I requested, and for the price we originally agreed upon. So here is hoping this all actually happens as intended, and tonight I have a spiffy new laptop. I may seriously go postal if for whatever reason the guy flakes on me again. As of now I am just hoping everything goes as expected and I can get the swap and get back to work in a timely manner.

Soul Cannon Sucks

Yesterday I really did not play many games other than Final Fantasy Five as part of the Four Job Fiesta charity event. This whole thing kicked off Saturday, and there are already two people with confirmed kills of ExDeath. As for me I have just arrived on the second world, and am working my way to the Chocobo forest. The gods of randomization were really not smiling upon me as I hit each crystal and tweeted to get the next job. My originally doled out party was Black Mage, Red Mage, Geomancer, and Dragoon. But I decided that this was for charity anyways… so I exercised the “Job Fair” functionality to swap the Geomancer for Ranger and Dragoon for Samurai.

I decided that donating $9 to charity was so worth not hating my life for the rest of this game. I finally hit the first real stumbling block yesterday in the Soul Cannon fight. Please note… I was way too frustrated by the encounter to remember to take a picture… so I have subbed in some Google image search. I was attempting to tackle it with Black Mage, Red Mage, Ranger and Freelancer. Additionally I had somehow gotten confused since this is my first year doing the Fiesta… I mixed up Normal game from Natural game… in that I thought I could only use the job assigned to a specific crystal.

This meant I didn’t realize I could train everyone up in !Black so that I could have an army of Thundara firing badasses. This made the encounter super difficult, since Faris my freelancer was essentially dead weight. I managed to push through the fight by equipping my ranger with a lightning bow, and breaking thunder rods with my mages. But even at that… it was super close… and I managed to get down the cannon moments before the second beam attack. Once defeating it I honestly had a pretty easy time getting up to where I am right now, in the second world. Even the Gilgamesh fight was relatively simple to get through, but by that time I had my fourth job and had learned I could mix and match among those four jobs.

Tonight

I will probably play a bit tonight as well, but since I hope to have a new laptop to set up… I am sure I will be also playing various sundry things to test it out. However, Final Fantasy Five will be the perfect “waiting on shit to download and install” activity. I am really amped about getting the laptop, and again I really hope it does not fall through again. I have hated not being able to chill out on our new sofa and game this past week. Here is hoping this ends up as an awesome birthday present, since I am taking Tuesday off for my birthday and to pick my wife up from the airport.

I have to say that alone will be enough of a birthday present. For whatever reason I have really had a hard time with her being gone over a week this time. As I said yesterday, I think it is that always in the past I had so much guild based activity going on, trying to manage raids and grouping and various drama. I didn’t really have enough time to be lonely. This time… has definitely hit with a vengeance and I’ve not really known what to do with myself. The protracted drama with the laptop and my desktop misbehaving has definitely not helped the frustration.

Wrapping Up

I hope you all have a great day out there, and I hope that we all do not float away here in Oklahoma. The rain is still coming down furiously, and as a result the drive in will be very “hydro-planey”. That’s right… I totally invented that word. I hope the laptop guy does not flake out on me again, and that tonight I have a spiffy new machine to install stuff on. I am sure you all are more than happy to stop hearing about my laptop. Other positive news is I am done with another segment of NDA theatre… and can actually talk about whatever I end up playing this week!

First Retraction

June 16, 2013 by Belghast

This morning I am really struggling at the whole getting my act together thing. I slept well enough and had a warm purring cat snuggled up against me all night. Since my wife is out of town she has taken to sleeping on her pillow and curling up against me. I really appreciate the company, because for whatever reason this summer convention season has been the roughest for me. I think it is because I no longer have the busywork that came with leading a large guild to keep me occupied. Whatever the reason I am having a lot of “low mental health” days, and am having to fight pulling the covers over my head and forgetting the world exists.

First Retraction

So I have to warn you… sometimes when I say things I am just talking out of my ass. I should have done a bit more research on the Ice Strider mount. It showed up in my mailbox on the day after the queues got completely maddening. Upon opening my mailbox I saw everyone and their brother riding the thing in Meridian and just assumed it was a peace offering from Trion because of the patron queues. Apparently that is not entirely the case, but it was a peace offering of sorts.

Basically from what I have been able to glean… the Ice Strider mount is a freebie for anyone who purchased the “Storm Chaser Edition” of Storm Legion… aka the whole pay for a year of Rift get the expansion and some other goodies for free. Since all of us that did that still have several months of sub left before that deal runs out… they gave us a unique version of the 1350 gem mount for free and an additional $50 in gems as a “we’re sorry we went f2p but we aren’t giving you back your money”.

I am completely fine with this, I just wish they WOULD give players a pet or something for the insane patron queues. Much the same as when The Secret World went f2p, I felt like the rewards they give lifetime subscribers were more than enough to make up for the initial cash outlay… I also feel like the perks that Rift gives patrons are more than enough to make up for the cash outlay.

The only thing I would still like is I feel that patrons should get some kind of a monthly gem stipend. Every MMO F2p/Hybrid model has this BUT Rift. My station cash accrues station cash at 500 per month if I am just sitting there doing nothing with it. I feel that as a patron I should be getting some sort of similar perk here. It is not enough to riot and burn down the city over… but it would be nice.

More Laptop Woes

Well the guy I was trying to buy the laptop from has gone completely unresponsive. Making it worse he has reposted the laptop this morning on Craigslist. I have no clue why he decided he did not want to sell it… I am guessing he was holding out for the original price listed… since I did talk him down a little bit. Would have been nice for him to just say “look I really need the X dollars” and see if I was willing to counter. I get the impression I have been dealing with a teenager, just based on sentence structure. At this point I am looking at options through traditional retail venues for the same laptop. This whole process is maddening.

Four Job Fiesta Begins

Last night the FF5 Four Job Fiesta event kicked off, or at least Gilgabot started responding to assignment requests… and as a result everyone was off to the races. It has been literally years since I have played this game… I originally played it when the English translation hack first became available for the SNES rom version. This was back my junior year of college in 1996-1997 ish. So I remember almost nothing about the game, but I remember I never actually beat it. One of my best friends has been pestering me for years to join in the bandwagon… so I have.

You can follow my progress and assignments on my player page on the website: Belghast. If you are interested in participating yourself… I think you can still sign up. Check out the rather arcane twitter based sign-up process here. So far I have been assigned the Wind Crystal job and the Water Crystal job. My first job was the Black Mage, that I was fairly happy about… since the black magic tends to be the workhorse of ANY Final Fantasy game. My second pick… not so much… Red Mage is probably in my bottom 5 of all jobs available… probably absolute zero is the Bard… but Red Mage is close. I have no clue why… but I have disliked Red Mages since Final Fantasy 1. They always seemed to be not quite good enough at anything… to make them a pick worth having.

I will continue playing later, but I am doing the play through on my PSP using the Gameboy Advance version. So far I am really impressed with the way the GBA ports work. If I ever find my GBA… I will totally pick up official copies of these games. I do however own the ps1 ports of all the early final fantasy games… so I feel far less dirty about emulating them. I have to say… given my spastic play style… the emulators are the way to go. Save states are a godsend for when you need to set down the game and go do something. Sadly this is only something that really works well in emulators… quick saves are nice but still take several screens before you can walk away.

I hope to make some serious progress today, because happy Final Fantasy music does a decent job of making me forget just how depressed I am. I mean seriously… who cannot be happy while listening to the Chocobo theme? I get bummed about the current state of JRPGs… but this golden age will always make me happy. There will likely never be a time when I don’t have one of these on my phone or somehow accessible easily.

Wrapping Up

Well today is Fathers Day, so hopefully you all have a great one. I know I am slotted to have a late lunch/early dinner with mine as a combo move to celebrate Fathers day and preemptively celebrate my Birthday which is this coming Wednesday. I will still pick up the check… because that feels like the proper sonly thing to do. I am not sure why… but I get a warm fuzzy feeling when I pick up the check. I like taking care of people… and I think that feeds into that protective instinct.

The Laptop Saga

June 15, 2013 by Belghast

I realize it is super late in the day for me to be doing my normal morning blog post… but it’s a weekend and I also do not have anyone else here in the house with me to help me gauge what time of the day it is. Additionally I did a ton of amazing and awesome things last night and this morning… and I can talk about absolutely none of them. So that leaves me scrambling for things to say that do not break some NDA somewhere. I know I am not setting this blog post up extremely well.

The Laptop Saga

When last we visited my laptop, it was having intermittent issues with the power cord. I took the laptop to a repair guy who told me that it was most likely still the power cord… but I had just bought a shit one for cheap from amazon… which I did. I went through the trouble and found an OEM power supply from Asus… same model numbers and everything and it arrived on Thursday.

I have to say all day Thursday I was super pumped about going home and being able to game on the couch again. I get the magical cord out of the box… hook it up… and the same damned thing happens. So screw you laptop… and screw you guy that told me it was most definitely the cord. No really I am sure he was just trying to do the least invasive thing first. Now I have no clue what is up with my laptop… and at this point the repair guy doesn’t think it is just the power socket and would more likely be something motherboard related.

Enter New Laptop

I had been drooling over a laptop that was posted a few weeks back on Craigslist… so when it seemed like a working laptop was not imminent I decided to text the guy. Sure enough he still had it, and I was able to talk him down in price a bit. The laptop is a Lenovo Y500 with Dual Geforce 660 video cards in a SLI configuration. Pretty much everything about the laptop is drool worthy, and it is a massive upgrade to both my desktop upstairs and my previous laptop.

I ran to the bank and was able to get the cash that night, and text the guy… he said he was busy at the moment but would text me back when we were able to meet up. We agreed upon a local QuikTrip. Apparently he had some car trouble and was in the middle of switching out an engine… and it ended up taking far longer than he had expected. So as a result Thursday night didn’t happen.

The Delaying Game

We had set up to meet Friday night at 4:50 at the same QuikTrip. QT is pretty much a common craigslist meet up spot, because you can go there are 4 am.. and it will still be extremely busy… with a pretty regular police stopping by factor. I go there just ahead of the allotted time, and wait…. and wait… watching the highway getting almost excited every time I see a car that matches his description drive by. At 5:30 I get a series of back and forth texts saying that he is having to work a double shift, because they are super busy.

I fully understand that, stuff happens… he was supposed to text me back whenever he could meet up. As of 1:15 the time I am writing this… I have not heard a word. So at this point I am pretty much assuming that the deal has fallen through. I am having flashbacks to all the hell I went through trying to get my last laptop off craigslist (I even blogged about it) before finally saying fuck it and ordering it from amazon for full price. I personally like not having to take the initial value hit, and we buy quite a bit of stuff off craigslist for my wife… but it always seems to go to complete shit when it is something for me.

Hopefully the guy will text back with a firm time to meet up, but at this point I am not really holding my breath. I have looked online, and I can do pretty much what I did last time and get the same configuration from an online retailer for a bit more. However I just hate doing that. It feels like we have a few good purchases again, and it restores my faith in humanity… then when I want something I end up dealing with nothing but flakes.

Rift Re-Launch

I seriously hate thinking of this as a re-launch, but this term keeps getting used over and over recently. Quite honestly however as a player it does feel like in many ways we are returning to April of 2011 and the launch of the game. There have been some pretty significant queues on all of the servers. Deepwood has been running around thirty minutes for Patrons, and Faeblight I have heard is around an hour and a half. Trion has taken steps to try and alleviate this, however in their traditional “good guy fashion” they have done something to apologize to the players.

Pictured above is me riding one of the new cool mounts they added to the game with the opening of the store. This normally goes for 1350 gems on the store, and from what I can tell has been selling pretty well. However as an act of contrition, Trion has given every single patron a unique version of this mount… with a slightly different color pattern as a way of saying that they are sorry for the hassle of queues. It is this kind of thing that makes me love Trion the company, and why I have stayed subscribed even when I was not actively playing the game.

If there is any company that deserves to be doing well… it is Trion. I love supporting them because they really feel like they are one of the good guys. As evidenced by my choice of topic yesterday, I am seeing so many players coming back to the game that I have not seen around since the original launch. The game itself is in so much better a place than it was back then. So hopefully a good chunk of these players will still along and chip some money in to support the game. Based on the reports SWTOR has been doing insanely well since the F2P switch… and based on the first few days it seems like Rift has even more players.

Wrapping Up

Well like I said… so much of what I would want to talk about I cant. So I really don’t have much else. I am extremely ready for my wife to get home. The house feels insanely empty without her. My office gets super cold during the summer, as it is the first stop on the air exchange path… and has two vents. I think this makes the cats not want to spend much time here… so without warm fuzzies to keep my company I am really just limited to my friends on mumble. I am so ready not to be the only person in the house. I hope you guys have a great weekend.