Visiting Strange Worlds

Good Morning Friends. I apparently am just writing about Minecraft now, given that it represents most of what I played this weekend. I did some offline work on the “Bel Bungles” world but even there I am several episodes ahead that are queued up to release this week. Thing I have learned is I am apparently really bad at ignoring messages, or not so much willfully ignoring them but being oblivious to them existing. Somewhere buried in my DM inbox was a message from my friend Zelibeli complementing my Minecraft series and inviting me to go play on her server. This weekend I took her up on that invite and spent a good chunk of Sunday making a bit of a home.

She had an exceptionally pretty and functional main area to greet folks as they joined the server. I had not quite groked how to do screenshots at that point because all that seemed to happen was a Mojang loading screen image. After some googling I decided to instead rely on the built in screenshot functionality which is F2 and I hopped in really quickly this morning to take a few. I decided to head out from the spawn towards the nearest mountain…. and then claim it. I made my way up the sheer cliffside overlooking the swamp below and carved out my first hidey hole that ultimately has served as my base of operations in this world.

As picturesque as looking out over the balcony to the swamp below was… it wasn’t super functional. So my first order of operations was to dig a shaft down to ground level and then establish a “main” entrance off the forest floor below. This would also serve as an easier way to get any of the resources that I couldn’t find by hollowing out the mountain Dwarf style. Namely early on I would need a lot of wood and as such I proceeding to create a clearing that would serve a few purposes. Firstly of course wood but secondly it would allow me to see something coming and not be quite so surprised when a Skeleton or Zombie is waiting for me that didn’t quite get burned up from the sunlight.

I decided that I also wanted to have a way to grow some food. Zeli had provided me a super generous care package that included a Diamond Sword and Pick, along with a full suit of Chainmail and a stack of Pumpkin Pies. That said I don’t want to rely on the kindness of strangers forever so I needed a place to grow at least some modicum of food, along with providing a large amount of wheat for some later shenanigans. So from my hole in the wall I carved up to the summit of the mountain where I begin building a fort. It is very much in the “ugly but functional” stage of the build, but I will hopefully change that as time goes on. Unfortunately I am in a snow biome which means that I need to be careful with any free standing water. Currently I am using trapdoors to solve this problem but I am not sure happy with the torches placed on top of them.

From the Forest floor outpost I also decided to start digging another shaft downwards looping back upon itself heading towards bedrock so I could start the process of harvesting my own diamonds. Along the way however I encountered an abandoned Mineshaft which has ultimately distracted and dominated my play time. Firstly these are disturbingly dangerous to break, and I am starting to wonder if there is a cave spider spawner inside of this one. I hear them everywhere and that means I have to be super cautious given their EXTREMELY virulent poison. The other piece that I did not realize is just how rich in resources abandoned mines are. Sure there are the occasional carts with chests in them, but mine has an absolutely ridiculous amount of Iron in it. Not to mention the just casual resources like wooden structures and tracks. My goal is to eventually harvest everything I can get from this place before moving on.

The only negative about playing on a server, is in order to conserve resources it doesn’t load in chunks that you shouldn’t be interacting with… which means I can’t ACTUALLY see the main area from my home without someone hanging out over there and forcing those chunks to load in. You can however see the big communal farm, or at least part of it. I wanted to start somewhere at a distance from the main area but also close enough pending I wanted to go trade stuff to someone else. For now I am pretty happy with “Mount Belghast” that I am slowly working on. I noticed the swamp below spawns Slimes on occasion, which should make for easy sticky pistons when the time comes that I actually need some for a build.

My heart still belongs to my private world that I am using for recording the Minecraft series. However I do want to make a nice little presence in this shared world. Huge thanks to Zeli for inviting me to her world, I might at some point record a tour video once I get things working as intended.

Recording Minecraft

Today I will be releasing my sixth video in my Hardcore Minecraft series, and it represents the culmination of a few side projects and me stepping forth into a very changed Nether. That however is not exactly what I am going to talk about this morning. What I am going to talk about is how I don’t fully understand what lead me to start a Minecraft series after having been largely dormant on my YouTube channel with anything other than the weekly podcast videos for years. The last non-podcast video that I released was me trying to record evidence of an issue I was having with Avengers.

My Minecraft videos are relatively low quality as far as videos go. I am doing next to zero editing… and that is in part because the first few attempts at recording from OBS were using a format that I could not easily import into Adobe Premiere. I’ve since remedied this and that might shift up my workflow to do some stuff like add title cards to the beginning or something simple like that for starts. I like the concept of Streaming, but I always feel super anxious and awkward whenever I do it. I never know what to say and the fact that I am trying to interact with people makes the gameplay experience odd. Truth be told I don’t actually watch many streams and the only time I do tune in is for a few minutes when one of my already established friends is streaming.

I think the way I am recording short snippets of gameplay feels more comfortable because it is a lot like blogging. In order to sit down and make it through a blog post in the morning, I sorta pretend that I am just talking to myself. I am having an internal monologue and not something that is then going to get read by other people. I am letting you into my own thought processes and then just happening to write those down on paper, or in this case the digital page. For my Minecraft videos I have been trying to do the same sort of thing. I talk through what exactly I am doing and why I am doing it, and some of my long term goals.

The big thing that has sort of hampered me to this point is there are projects that I have that are ultimately going to be time consuming. Given that I am playing Hardcore… I have been super hesitant to do much of anything while the “camera” is not rolling for fear that something significant would happen and take place “off air”. However I think as I open up the world a bit more I am going to be spending more time working on those larger goals which are going to make my base feel like more of a home.

That is the other thing that has happened as I have been recording these episodes. I’ve found myself getting rather attached to this little hovel that I started with. I’ve never really started up on a hillside like this before, and I have to say I really like various aspects about it. The problem in the past has always been that it was very hard to tell if it was day time or night time because digging into the side of a mountain at ground level meant that something was always blocking my field of view. However being up high like this and overlooking the nearby village means that I actually have something resembling a proper view of the world.

This is the danger I guess of getting attached to something as fleeting as a hardcore world. There are ways of course to fix this, but they involve some shenanigans. I am enjoying myself and since I am absolutely allergic to trying to turn a profit from anything that I do… it isn’t like I actually need much of an audience to make it work for me. I’ve always sorta felt like an outsider artist that blogs, podcasts and now apparently records gameplay just for the fun of it and can not give two shits about how popular it is. That said I have been a bit shocked at just how many of you have been watching along as I did this particular brand of nonsense.

This is the playlist that I attempt to keep up to date as I release new videos. Right now I am shooting for 20-30 minute segments. They started rather long and have been getting a bit shorter as I recorded the last few of them. So here is the moment of letting you all behind the scenes… I am about to release episode 6 today, and I recorded 7 yesterday and will likely record 8 today. So I am a few episodes ahead of the release schedule at this point. This is going to get awkward as folks share advice because there is going to be a bit of a delay between when I read the comments and when I am next recording something.

As always I am going to plug the REAL person you should probably be watching as I am just a pale imitation. DavidAngel64 otherwise know as X, is the real reason why I am back engaged with Minecraft. In August of 2010 it was his “X’s Adventures in Minecraft” series that sold me on the experience of playing this game as an Adventure and I was completely hooked. As soon as I realized he was back playing the game, I was absolutely going to start watching these adventures on a daily basis. I am doing what I do because I enjoy it, but he is absolutely the real deal in a way that I likely never will be. I still find it criminal that this man does not have more subs than he does, because for me at least this is what started so many future hours of enjoyment. That original video has almost 5.5 million views so I am guessing that he was also the first entry into Minecraft for many people.

For now however I think I am going to keep doing what I am doing because I find a surprising amount of enjoyment from the process. What I am doing is not special or good but going through the motions is currently engaging for me. I sincerely doubt that I will ever gain much in the way of a following, but that is okay because I don’t really need that. I will never turn these hobbies of mine into a career and I have avoided monetizing any of them for fear of tax liability. So for now I am just going to keep piddling around and doing my thing, and apparently occasionally writing about it on the blog.

Bel Bungles Minecraft

Last week I talked about rediscovering X’s Adventures and the fact that he is currently doing an adventure in Minecraft Hardcore Mode. I also talked a bit about how I thought it might be fun to do the same thing given that I had no clue Hardcore Minecraft even was a thing that existed. Since then I have started recording clips of me playing Minecraft in Hardcore mode and uploading them to my YouTube channel. They are pretty low production value because I am recording them directly from OBS and then uploading them more or less uncut. If you are interested in listening to me ramble while trying to sort out how Minecraft works, then this may be your jam.

As of this blog post, there are three parts to the series and each of them are in the neighborhood of 30 minutes. It seemed like 15 minutes wasn’t really enough time for me to actually accomplish much of anything. Seeing as I am not exactly doing this thing to get internet famous and really for my own personal amusement I am sticking to that format. The funny thing about this video series is that I don’t believe I have ever used my name aka “Belghast” as a seed for a Minecraft world. Turns out that seed is really solid because it put me really close to a village.

I need to sort out what exactly I want for a goal, because right now I am more or less going through the same routine that I have always gone through. Initially it was a hunt for Wood, Coal and Shelter and that evolved into a search for Iron. Which will in itself lead to a search for the bounty hidden without the bowels of the earth like Diamonds and such. However I am not entirely certain what my goals SHOULD be. An initial goal was to get a full set of armor, but past that I am going to have to sort out what my long range goal needs to be. I could in theory hide within mines for any number of videos because that is something that is relatively safe to do.

However I somehow doubt that watching me hollow out the innards of the earth is exciting content. I have various projects that I would like to complete, but the challenge with that is a lot of them are going to require large chunks of time to do them. My fear at doing “offline play” and then showing the results is that since this is Hardcore Minecraft… one death means the end of the run and should probably be something that is recorded. I’ve done a few things offline now, but they are simplistic like building some proper stairs or organizing my inventory. Something like “Let’s build an inside garden!” would take significantly more time and also with that brings forth significantly more dangers. I might be able to do the safe indoors tunneling work offline and then do the final bits while recording.

I will have to figure out exactly how to make this work. For now I have been releasing a video each day, but I somehow doubt I will be able to maintain that schedule for very much longer. It isn’t like I have an awful lot of viewers right now, but what are some projects that you would like to see tackled? It seems like a double edged sword because there is a certain act of discovery from not having played in so very long and not fully understanding how the world works. However that also means I don’t know a lot of things that might be interesting to go after.

Hardcore Minecraft

Good Morning Friends. Sometimes you react to something in ways you didn’t quite expect, and that ultimately led to my lack of a post yesterday. Wednesday we had the swearing in of the 46th President of the United States, and while my friends were celebrating this momentous occasional… for me it felt like I had just finished something terribly strenuous and had hit a wall. Sure I felt elation and excitement for the things to come, but I also felt like this pressure that had been grinding down upon me was lifted and when I finally allowed myself to relax. That pressure had been shaping me in specific patterns that I was not even aware of, and with it gone effectively collapsed. Come yesterday morning I just couldn’t function enough to string together a post.

Gaming is always the salve that I used to medicate my wounds, but I spent most of Wednesday night flailing aimlessly between games. When I did land on something, it was Minecraft a game I have used so many times in the past as a warm blanket when I was not certain what else to do. There is something about the gentle soundtrack and the repetitive sound of mining that orders my nerves. I started dinking around with the beta on the Windows 10 client and started a new world with a random seed. Building a base in Minecraft always takes me back to laying in the Livingroom floor with scissors, tape and a sharpie building a Cardboard base for my GI Joe and Star Wars figures. I just sorta wish there was more to the game where I could create NPCs and assign them specific functions within it.

This is going to be one of those posts where I am not exactly sure what order I should be talking about things, but some background that I feel like we need to get out of the way. I first got into Minecraft 11 years ago and it was this specific video that hooked me. I remember watching this and then buying my way into the then Alpha of the game and the rest was history. We ultimately ended up getting a Linux friend to host a Minecraft server for my World of Warcraft guild and for awhile we spent way more time in that game than in WoW. All of that said it is impossible to explain the impact that this one video had on me, and in turn all of the people that I sold on the notion of playing Minecraft as well. I’ve been a subscriber to DavidAngel64 or “X” ever since but most of the games he plays on the regular aren’t exactly my jam.

Now we scan forward to yesterday and I discovered that Minecraft Hardcore mode is apparently a thing, and not only that but X is doing a brand new adventure series as he explores Minecraft after a very long hiatus. So for those who also had no clue about Hardcore mode, essentially if you take a Death in Minecraft it deletes your save game. So you have one shot and as a result the stakes are so much higher for everything. When we first started playing Minecraft it was shortly after the release of survival mode and everything in the world seemed new, interesting and dangerous. Guildchat and eventually server chat was filled with all of these discoveries we had made. The challenge however is that after awhile Minecraft became a “solved problem”. We knew how to get what we wanted and how the world as a whole functioned, and as such the adventure aspect was gone.

I have to admit I kind of miss the danger that Minecraft used to represent. Granted playing on Hardcore is probably going to make me significantly more cautious than I normally am, but also with that comes a sense of excitement each time I get myself into a situation that is going to be difficult to get out of. I did some research yesterday and it seems that Hardcore mode is only available in the Java Client. It locks the game to the Hard difficulty setting and then triggers special logic if you die keeping you from being able to play that world again… though I think in theory you might be able to do something to recover it and edit it to a different game mode. I believe you are limited in your ability to use addons and maybe those are limited to just texture packs.

Now I find myself contemplating doing a thing. Part of me wants to start a hardcore game and record my struggles, and then chop it up into 10-15 minute chunks as individual YouTube videos. I realize that this is precisely the exact thing that X is doing right now and that I am just copying this thing I saw… but also I think the struggle of trying to play Minecraft seriously after all of these years might lead to some humorous moments. The last time I played Minecraft with any seriousness was right before The End was first put into the game back in November of 2011. Since then there have been so many updates and so many changes to the way that the game functions. I would in theory once again be forced to explore the world and learn the systems as I go.

I’ve been in this habit for a very long time of when I play Minecraft I am doing so in order to build with some virtual legos. Often times this is in creative mode or at least survival peaceful to allow me to just aimlessly wander and build things. So part of me wants to play Minecraft in a way that locks me down a specific path that I can’t actually deviate from. Sure I know how to survive that first night, but how well will I do when the pressure is really on. How much of my base building skills will be useful when I am desperately searching for a reliable source of food? Things like going for Diamond weapons… become way less important than just finding a reliable source of iron and coal.

I am still not 100% sure I am going to do this thing, but I really think I want to. I just have to set aside some time when I can record in peace.