The Titan Controversy

The Medals show Titans by a Massive Lead

First off I think we need to get it out of the way that I am in fact a Titan main in Destiny 2, always have been, and likely always will be. It is the class that I enjoy the most and I don’t see anything changing that. However I have not been actively playing the game because I am more or less checked out on this season. However yesterday I heard about a controversy that is happening over there which lead me to log in and check it out for myself. So for those who are unaware the Guardian Games are going on right now and in theory they are an Olympics themed event where all three classes compete to collect Gold Medals by doing activities, getting laurels by getting ability finishing blows and by completing bounties.

Going into the games however Bungie had a problem that they would have to deal with. Hunters are simply the most popular class in the game period. As I understand it there are more than enough Hunters to account for the population of Titans and Warlocks combined. So going into the games they decided to weight the contribution from each of the classes in an attempt to even things out a bit. To the best of my knowledge there is no real information in how this “leveling of the field” has worked, and I would not be surprised if in an attempt to quell the rumors we see something posted in the TWAB (this week at bungie for the uninitiated). However in the state of things currently there are so many tinfoil hat theories going on about what is happening, and how the hunters who are apparently super vocal are being robbed of what should have been otherwise a certain victory.

If you look at the image above you can see the total progress for each of the classes and Titans are leading by what appears to be a massive margin. So clearly they are cheating right, or at least that is what the rumors are focused on. However last night I decided to hop into the game and check out the games for myself. I queued up for some activities and in each case I was grouped with at least one other Titan, which is highly unusual. I’ve played most activities for years as being the only Titan in a group. However it appears when class pride is on the line, the Titans are showing up in droves. It also helps that Titans have a lot of builds that center around constant regeneration of grenades or melee attacks.

For example last night I was running around with middle tree Sunbreaker and the Hallowfire heart chest piece. Middle tree alone allows me to throw my hammer at targets and pending I pick the hammer back up in time, regenerate my melee instantly so I can throw it again. Hallowfire Heart chest massively increases the recharge rate of your solar abilities while you are holding onto an unused super charge. So this combined with the Grenadier affix that was currently in play meant I had nearly instant recharge on my thermite grenades which do a phenomenal job of wave clear. I was generating so many laurels that it was hard to keep track of them all and make sure that I pick them up. I wish that they would have changed this mechanic so that your and your team mates just automagically gathered them.

So ultimately, are hunters probably getting screwed by math? Absolutely. I have a feeling that Hunters probably account for a lot of the player base who has logged in, created a character and then wandered away from the game. Titans on the other hands are probably played by far more loyalists because they have never been the flashy or popular class. What I also think is happening is a snowball effect and once Titans got the lead, it is bringing wayward Titans like myself out of the woodwork to try and make sure they keep it. I have a feeling that Hunters have just given up, because while I got matched with Warlocks, I didn’t see a single Hunter last night. Titans for days, the occasional Warlock but nothing from my triple jumping friends. Admittedly this is just anecdotal evidence and Bungie might be doing something to try and match make you with the same class. However I also saw a ton of my Titan brethren in the Tower.

Lastly we are going to close this mornings post out with a bit of elation. As I have talked about before, we have a number of neighborhood cats that come to visit… namely to try and find food. “Big boy” as we call him is the most common and the only one friendly enough to actually pet. However the one we try our best to keep tabs on is the three legged female calico that we refer to as “tripod”. We can go months and months without seeing her, and when she finally does show up it is an occasional for cheering. Last night we managed to catch her on the front porch security camera and she looks alive and well. We are always concerned when we don’t see her for any extended period of time, because I get afraid that something “got” her.

Big boy had gobbled up the food that was out there, and after she did a bowl check I fed again. Unfortunately she did not show up on the feed over night, but a new cat that we have never seen before did. We’ve also not really seen much of the cat we refer to as “three”, because are are super creative in our naming of animals. We didn’t want to give any of these a proper name since they are not exactly “ours” but instead just passing by. The camera had been malfunctioning for an unknown amount of time, and I recently had to replace it. So here is hoping we have better luck catching our visitors in the coming weeks. I think all that is wrong with the old camera is the batteries, so I am researching what it would take to swap those out since they are soldered in place. I never expected to get so much joy out of catching glimpses of the random animals that visit.

Patio Open Time

It seems like each weekend we have attempted to tackle one big thing. While the options are limited due to the fact that we are still very much sheltered in place, we have done a fairly decent job of finding something meaningful to do. Before the wider lock down happen we made a trip out to Garden Ridge, or whatever that store is currently called and found new outdoor rugs and throw pillows that have been sitting in the garage waiting on us to open the back yard officially. We’ve had a very cold and wet year thusfar and as a result we pushed this back further than either of us would have liked. However our little backyard oasis is officially open for business… or at least open to the two of us.

In theory we should be opening the pool within the next week, which will be nice because I think given the amount of time we are at home I might actually start using it every day. We need to figure out some sort of clothes line or something for swim suits and towels. The last step will be getting flowers, and from what I can tell our favorite greenhouse is open for business. We are trying to avoid leaving the house when possible, but I think at some point we will risk a trip out to get flowers. The flowers and the ritual of watering and care will start making things seem more normal, even though we are largely stuck in stasis.

As far as Friday’s post goes, I want to thank everyone for their comments. It seems like every so often I need to get one of those sort of posts out of my system and once I have I can move on with life. It is like I am putting all of those thoughts onto the written page and sending them out into the world where they develop a life of their own. However the process of exorcising them from the recesses of my mind helps me to get on with life and stop dwelling on them. I could just as easily write them on a piece of paper and then wad the paper up and toss it into the trash can, but at least on some level I think it is helpful to let those around you who are also struggling know that they are not necessarily alone.

On the gaming front, I managed to hit 120 on the Dino Druid. I actually dinged a few minutes into the podcast on Sunday evening and have since gotten his gear up to around 380 in a few days of World Quests. What I need desperately is a weapon upgrade, and I might actually target some of the LFR options that I have open to me trying to get a polearm or something similar. I’ve been spending some time working on factions on the Alliance Paladin, and managed to unlock Dark Iron over the weekend. The next target is Kul Tirans, which requires me to keep doing daily quests… and there are probably a few zone quests that I could also do to help speed that process up.

That is me and leveling four 120s in very rapid succession. Rather than start with another lowbie and run it all of the way up, I feel like I should probably finish off my Warlock as it is sitting at 113. I could in theory finish it off in a few days and would at least make me feel like less of a slacker for leaving it sitting in BFA level ranges for so long. All of this is oddly soothing because it gives me micro objectives to play towards without really having to think much about it. I know that is not exactly everyone’s idea of fun, but for me it is helping me bring order to chaos. Special thanks to my wife for providing a picture of the bedroom patio, since I failed to take one over the weekend. I hope you all have an excellent week and that you find peace in the midst of the nonsense times we are living.

AggroChat #296 – Sea Shanties and Scurvy

Featuring: Ammo, Ashgar, Belghast, Grace, Kodra, Tamrielo and Thalen

We welcome Grace back after a few weeks away and talk a bit about life in pandemia.  Bel talks about the introduction of RTX Voice and its nonsense ability to filter out background noise from your microphone.  Kodra and Thalen talk a bit about gaming with youngsters focusing on Mario Kart and Katamari or “The Ball Game”.  Ash talks a bit about how bad the storytelling is in Phantasy Star Online 2.  We shift over to some talk about flying in Eorzea and some general talk about alting in Final Fantasy XIV.  Finally we wrap up with Sea of Thieves as Tam has been recently exploring this title and how PVP apparently doesn’t matter as much as it once did.

Topics Discussed:

  • Life in Pandemia Updates
  • RTX Voice
  • Games with 3 Year Olds
    • Mario Kart
    • Katamari
  • PSO2’s Terrible Storytelling
  • Flying in Eorzea
    • Alting in FFXIV
  • Sea of Thieves
YouTube Version of the Show

Fear and Weariness

Cute Co-Conspirators

This is a post that almost wasn’t. This morning I had the strong desire just to say screw it and call this an unofficial vacation day. My morning routine in pandemia has been greatly modified from my normal one. Traditionally I get up, kick the children out of the bedroom, start the Keurig and then go hop in the shower. After the shower I make coffee for both my wife and me, give Kenzie her insulin shot and feed the cats. Then I go into the bedroom and try and roust my wife from the bed and get her into the shower. Over the last several this step has become more challenging and stalling the whole fixing our breakfast and heading up to my office. What used to be a few minutes has started turning into a fifteen minute stall fest. I get that she is exhausted because I too have an exhaustion that is eating away at my core. It sorta reminds me of what it is like when you go without sleep for too long. There is just a weariness that never seems to fully go away and I am guessing it is thanks to six full weeks now of isolation.

In these morning interactions I attempt to be the adult and get us up and moving… but this morning was an extreme struggle. I wanted nothing more than to give in and return to the warm embrace of our bed. Why the hell does the bed feel so good in the morning, but a complete shit show at night when you are struggling to get to sleep? The thing is… I feel horrible for feeling horrible. My life is a freaking charmed existence because while I am taking a 10% cut in pay, my wife and I both have jobs that we can do remotely and stay safe and sheltered within our home. I am risking nothing while there are folks who are struggling to feed themselves, while we have stockpiles of food that we are slowly working our way through. That said I am glad I checked the “best before” date on the pasta I almost stuck in the oven from the bottom of our freezer… because the date was some point in 2010.

Numbers for Oklahoma

I have to admit that I am scared on many levels right now. I am scared that our economy is crashing around us and I am scared about how long it is going to take for this to recover. On some level I am scared wondering if this is going to lead to societal collapse. Then on other levels I am scared even more that we are going to open up everything too soon and start the entire process all over again. I live in a state with a Governor that is hell bent on pushing folks out the door, but I am not interpreting the numbers in quite the same way he is. I see that we are still in full swing of infection and that while the numbers are not increasing, they are not really decreasing either. I am tired of being afraid and I think more than anything that might be the source of the weariness that I can’t quite shake.

Early in the process I made a decision to start tracking the numbers for myself. I felt like I kept seeing completely different numbers being reported by different sources, and the only real way to keep from getting “spun” is to look at the raw data. So each day at 11 am, the state health department releases new data and each day I copy this down into a google sheet, and now I have my own charts that I can reference. The problem with the data still is the fact that we are testing a woefully small number of individuals. However based on what I am seeing I am not seeing an infection in the decline, but one that is still more than happy to keep going like the energizer bunny. The shutting down of everything and the social distancing orders have kept things stable, but my fear is that once we stop these things in what is likely to be the coming weeks… we are going to see a significant spike.

Kenzie guarding her Hairband

I realize I just did a bait and switch with this post, given that I posted photos of my adorable co-workers but have really not talked about them at all. Right now they are likely the only part of my personal equation that is keeping me sane. Sure it is annoying as hell to have Kenzie screaming at me at the top of her lungs to toss a hairband while I am on a conference call… but it is also super sweet when she wants to crawl up into my arms and snuggle. Kenzie and Josie are very much a team, and here lately I have ended up with both snuggled on my legs together while I am hanging out on the sofa. I just wish Mollie could find a way to get along with the two of them, because we have this circle of abuse going on. Kenzie picks on Mollie and in turn Mollie picks on Josie. There are times I think Mollie just is trying to play with Josie… and then there are other times that she absolutely seems like she is terrorizing her.

I am sorry that this isn’t the most interesting post to be reading today. I am likely not going to syndicate it, because I generally don’t when it is something deeply personal and not at all game related. I figure posts like this are only for my most regular readers, the ones who are going to check in regardless if it sounds like I have something interesting to say. I still think in the grand scheme of things I am doing pretty good, but the edges are most definitely fraying. Week five is when things started to get real for me, and I am worried about my friends who are on week nine now. I partially heeded the warnings coming from my friends in the Seattle area, so at least we have toilet paper. Getting food and stuff has mostly been a number of no-contact pickups from Walmart Neighborhood Market. We are doing fine, but both suffer from an exhaustion that we probably will never shake until we are able to move around freely again.

I love you all, and I hope you are doing okay out there.