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Cannot Be Tamed Questionnaire: Part Two

August 21, 2014 by Belghast

Resuming the Survey

Yesterday I really did not make it terribly far into the survey before I simply ran out of time. If you want to check out the first part see my previous post. I will be picking up where I left off this morning and hopefully getting significantly further. There are a number of awesome responses to all of the questions floating about so I highly suggest you check out the other Blaugust folks as well. If you want to see the original survey you can still see it here.

7. Name a game that was popular/critically adored that you just didn’t like.

I am going to have to say Guild Wars 2 here. I have given this game a good college try on several occasions, but each time I play it I just get frustrated that I cannot for the life of me see what everyone else likes so much about it. I alpha tested this game and so far it has been the only alpha test that I actually went through the trouble of resigning from. When it launched everyone was interested in it so I decided to give it another shot, only to end up frustrated again. Since this is a buy to play title, I keep patching it up every so often to see if it is something I can enjoy yet.

I feel like I am less frustrated with the game at this point, than my inability to see any of its saving graces. I feel like I am somehow flawed in that I cannot understand why this title is popular. Don’t get me wrong it has a lot of really nice features, ones that I wish were in other games. However the lack of meaningful interaction with the world and lack of role based game play always end up with me uninstalling the game. I mean I understand that the world is pretty, but past that I can’t think of why someone would want to play it. This game will always be an enigma to me, and I have yet to actually make it past 45 or so in any character.

8. Name a game that was poorly received that you really like.

I struggled with this one for quite a bit, and I went on this morning writing most of the other posts below before returning to it. Mostly I didn’t quite know how to classify something as “poorly received”. There are a lot of games that do not necessarily do well upon launch that later receive an almost cult following. Then it finally hit me… the game I should talk about. In 2011 ID Software was working on a brand new engine, and a game that showcased it. Everything about it looked like we might be getting their take on the whole post apocalyptic fallout style genre. When it released however, not a single person seemed to like it. I however loved every single moment of Rage. I loved the setting, the engine, the characters you interacted with… and most importantly the moment to moment game play. The only problem I had with the game was that there simply was not enough of it. It was over well before I was ready for it to be, in fact I thought it was going to pull a “Link to the Past” on me and show me that the real mission was only just beginning. Sadly however the game was over and I had so many things absolutely unresolved. However the game that was there was absolutely sublime, and for whatever reason people just couldn’t seem to see that. Unfortunately due to lackluster sales and due to bad reviews… they never really released much DLC for the game, and I will be left with what might have been.

9. What are your favorite game genres?

I primarily play MMOs and Role-playing games or at least games with heavy character development and role-play elements. I like games where I can become the character, rather than playing through someone else’s character. Games like the new Tomb Raider are awesome, but it is like watching a movie. The games that really pull me in are the ones which I can inhabit and that become about me more than the characters I am playing. I want to be the big damned hero and save the kingdom… and if a game lets me do that I am generally happy with it. Similarly I can never seem to actually play the “dark side” option in a game. I cannot bring myself to willfully be a dick to people in games, because the character is really just an extension of me… and I can’t bring myself to act like that.

10. Who is your favorite game protagonist?

To be honest, I have to go with the above answer. I am my favorite game protagonist. When I play a game I am playing a version of myself. It might be Bel the Orc, or Bel the Monster Hunter, or even Bel the Crackpot Surgeon… but it is always me that inherits the character. I like playing versions of myself and when I play a game it is about me being able to do things I can’t actually do in real life… either that or shouldn’t do for the sake of you know not ending up in jail. So when I play Mass Effect I am not playing Commander Shepard… I am playing myself as a Commander. The games that do not disturb this internal narrative are the ones I tend to enjoy the most like Skyrim or Fallout. If you actually want me to pick a character from a game that I like the most… we will have to go with Link in all his many forms. I guess he most represents the heroic ideal for me or a weak person that goes on a quest and gets strong during the process.

11. Describe your perfect video game.

This is always the roughest question, because if I knew how to create the perfect video game I would likely be a game designer. For me at least like I said above the game that gets the least in the way of my personal narrative is the one that I tend to enjoy the most. So for me I greatly prefer the silent protagonist games like Secret World of Final Fantasy XIV. When someone is speaking the dialog of someone that is supposed to be “me” in this world, it causes so much cognitive dissonance. As far as the game play I tend to favor fantasy games or post apocalyptic world settings, because they are very open ended and allow for very loose moment to moment gameplay. I want a good overarching quest that drives the storyline along, but I also want there to be a ton of interesting side quests along the way that are in essence little bite sized chunks of adventure with very limited commitment.

The most important thing to my enjoyment however is the ability to go off the rails. Nothing frustrates me than having a series of cut scenes the moment you start a game, so my preference would be to dump into a world with little explanation, and allow me to figure out what is going on as I roam around. Cut scenes are cool, but I hate feeling like I am trying to play an “interactive movie”, so I would prefer that if they exist they are initiated by me and not forced upon me. I place a high premium on being able to explore on my own and find my own adventure where it leads me. I think this is why I like the MMO genre so much, is because I can carve out the game I want to play through all of the various things it offers. I have learned to appreciate narrative gameplay, but it so often feels like I am being handcuffed and forced to do things I don’t want to. So at the end of the day I feel like the “Theme-box” or “Sand-park” hybrid is my favorite thing. Give me a storyline that I can follow if I choose to, but also let me go off and build my own game play when I decide to do that.

12. What video game character do have you have a crush on?

This question is a little odd to me, because I can’t say I have ever really had a “crush” on any video game character. Maybe in part it is because I grew up in the era of gaming where storyline was an after thought and the characters really were just an assemblage of pixels. I guess the closest for me is I have a fondness for Tali’Zorah in the Mass Effect series and always tend to pick her for my parties. I can’t say that is a crush per say but I definitely like the character more than most of the others.

13. What game has the best music?

I listen to a lot of video game music, as that tends to be MOST of what I listen to at work. Instrumental music is what I can write or code to most easily, so it helps me focus on whatever I happen to be doing. Additionally there is a nice feel good element to it of nostalgia as in the back of my mind I get warm fuzzies when I hear tracks that remind me of good times in games. Right now the soundtrack that is on heavy rotation for me is Final Fantasy XIV A Realm Reborn import CD. I am also a huge fan of The Secret World and Defiance soundtracks for various reasons… but primarily that they fit the game they represent and reminds me of those worlds. However if you absolutely want to pin me down to just one soundtrack… I have to go back to Castlevania Symphony of the Night. There is just so much to love about that soundtrack, and it will likely always be my favorite.

Finishing Up Tomorrow

Once again I have run out of time, but I feel like I can probably finish things up tomorrow morning. I feel bad that it will have taken me three days worth of posts to make it through one single 21 question survey. However I could not bring myself to give short answers on any of the questions really. The questions themselves serve to unlock a bunch of memories in the process, so I figured this is my blog and I might as well expand upon them.

Play What You Love

August 17, 2014 by Belghast

AggroChat Episode 18

This week on AggroChat I am joined by regular hosts Rae, Ashgar and Tam which means we are unfortunately without a Kodra this weekend. He is off enjoying the sights, sounds and gaming opportunities of GenCon. I swear one of these years I want to go to this, because it has been like the pinnacle of all gaming shows in my head since I was a youngin reading Dragon magazine. I realize that in reality it is a fair bit smaller than likely even PaxSouth that I will be going to in January, but there is just something extra epic about GenCon. In honor of this convention we talk at length about the latest rendition of Dungeons and Dragons… the fabled Fifth Edition and why you should be excited for it. Wizards of the Coast at this point pretty much knows that they made some serious mistakes with fourth edition, allowing for the meteoric rise of Pathfinder. In 5th Edition it feels like they are trying to pay for the sins of the past with awesome.

In addition to D&D 5th, it was a pretty significant week in gaming in that GamesCom, the Blizzard Warlords announcement and SOE Live were going as well as an event for EVE and SWTOR. I talk about the things that really stuck out to me from the GamesCom feed, including the PS4 Shareplay system and the controversy over Tomb Raider exclusivity. We talk about the World of Warcraft Warlords launch announcement and the subsequent trailer, and the general feeling of “blah” we seem to have towards it. Finally we talk about Everquest Next and that it does in fact seem to be a game they are actually working on and not just vaporware. Additionally we talk about the upcoming changes in Landmark, and how it is a step in the right direction but not enough to get Ashgar interested again. It is a pretty packed show so hopefully you will tune in.

Play What You Love

Since coming back to Final Fantasy XIV and the release of the 14 day trial program, I have had a number of friends give it a shot. A good number of them have gone ahead purchasing and subscribing to the game and this is awesome. However for a handful of players it just didn’t click for whatever reason and they sent me heartfelt apologies for not being able to get into the game. This is perfectly natural, not all games are for all people… and in the current gaming climate we are in there is more diversity than ever, so there really is no excuse to play something you don’t enjoy. So I feel like each of us owes it to ourselves to play whatever it is that we love, and never apologize for doing it. Life is too short to spend time playing something you just don’t enjoy for some reason.

Right now I am enjoying the hell out of Final Fantasy XIV, and I feel like this is a game I could settle down in. However if I reach a point where I am not enjoying it any longer, you can bet I will move on to whatever seems to “feel good” to play at the time. If you stick around and play a game you just aren’t enjoying it only really leads to you either getting completely burnt out, or extremely bitter about the fact that your friends are forcing you to play something you hate. If you allow yourself to glide along through a whole bunch of different fun experiences… I feel like we all end up happier as a result. So please if you try this game or any other and you really don’t enjoy it… go play something else. All you ever have to tell me is that it just “wasn’t for you” and I will completely understand.

Blaugust Prompts

I have been rather slack with a lot of the Blaugust related things, but the biggest of these is my original intent to collect a bunch of writing prompts. While the threat on the forum has a ton of these already I still need to add a bunch more. So today here goes a few related to this weeks podcast and this weekend post.

What game do you love that none of your friends seem to enjoy? Is there a game that you keep returning to but wish your friends were playing along with you?
For me GenCon is this fabled event, what is yours? What is the event that you would love to attend but have never had the opportunity to do so for whatever reason.
What makes a good community? What aspects of a game or social community do you enjoy, and what aspects detract from it?

I am extremely proud of all the bloggers who are participating daily in the Blaugust event. Thanks for making this a truly awesome month.

#FFXIV #AggroChat #Blaugust

Amazing Neighbors

August 10, 2014 by Belghast

10 Years 10 Questions AggroChat Edition

Last night was another Saturday evening which means we recorded another episode of AggroChat. This week we were joined by Rae, Ashgar, Kodra and Tam who will hopefully be becoming a much more regular member of the cast. As per my post yesterday morning, my good friend Godmother is working on a thing for the 10th Anniversary of World of Warcraft. Last night we decided to skip our normal podcast and instead took up the Alternative Chat 10 Years 10 Questions survey. As a result we ran a bit longer than our normal cast, but since we will be without Kodra next week we wanted to push through all ten questions. I have to say I really enjoyed this trip down memory lane, and even though I know a lot of the information we talked about… I still found out a few interesting things in the process. I am hoping that we gave Godmother some usable content.

I am really happy she is doing this and I look forward to reading and listening to the end result. I believe she has a master plan of doing a documentary podcast about all of this stuff and our responses. While all of us are not really current WoW players, we all owe so much to the game including our friendships. None of us would have known each other without this game and that is pretty crucial to all of us at this point. As Kodra says during the cast, we have a lot of love for each other and it is entirely thanks to this game that we may or may not want to play anymore. I figure that even among the former players we all have to give the game props for giving us so much in the process.

Amazing Neighbors

I have to say that our trip through Final Fantasy XIV just keeps getting more charming. In the 2.1 patch shortly after we quit they put in housing wards. In these semi-instanced wards you have various plots of land that you can purchase for an exorbitant amount of money. The interesting thing about this is that they become a sort of player made town as they have market boards, summoning bells and vendors on top of all of the player housing. I wrote about this some time ago but we found an amazing plot of land in a very heavily built up ward in the Limsa Lominsa area called the Mists. Just like we apparently lucked out on picking the right server we also apparently lucked out and picked one of the coolest wards. Within moments of us plunking down our house we had neighbors welcoming us to the area.

Friday night however something even cooler happened. It turns out that the other residents of the ward decided to create a neighborhood based linkshell. Now we are constantly chatting and getting to know the other awesome members of our ward including the massive guild that lives up the hill from us. It has been awesome to get to know everyone. The above screenshot is me and a member of that guild randomly breaking out into the Manderville dance while standing around at the market board. I took a bunch of screenshots because we were almost perfectly synchronized and it ended up pretty awesome to watch. The little things like this in this game just make me so happy.

It is almost as though we stepped through a time machine and found the server community that assholes forgot. Even as we have moved into harder content, the folks are still extremely chill and willing to work with the people who don’t know the fights. The end result is that even when I have good reason to gripe at someone for failing miserably to do something… I find myself NOT saying anything, or instead being supportive because I just don’t want to do anything to damage this amazing environment. The way people interact with each other reminds me of those early days of Everquest and Dark Age of Camelot… when individual player reputations still mattered and everyone held other players up to higher standards. I am so amazingly happy I decided to re-up Final Fantasy XIV.

Hard Modes with Friends

Last night after the podcast we all decided to stick around and work on some hard modes. I have to say we all kinda dreaded just how hard these might be, but in reality at the 55-60 overall gear score we were sitting out they were difficult but also very manageable. I don’t want to get too much into the various strategies because one of the biggest joys for me is figuring these things out completely cold. However I have to say I really enjoyed myself, and we managed to run Hard Mode Copperbell Mines and Hard Mode Brayfloxs Longstop. In both cases the fights were challenging but after a bit of thinking on our feet we managed to push through and succeed. I look forward to doing the other hardmodes because they were really rather awesome.

What makes them so cool is that unlike World of Warcraft heroics… these are entirely new dungeons. When you step foot into Copperbell MInes for example, there are giant holes in the wall where the mobs from the first version popped out, as well as things like a broken elevator that are the results of your last trip there. To make things even cooler the dungeon music has been changed slightly as well and is more akin to the heavy metal themes to the various primal fights. The zone I absolutely cannot wait to do is Hard Mode Haukke Manor since the original version is this awesome Castlevania like romp through a Haunted Mansion. The hard mode version absolutely has to be amazing, so maybe later this evening we can get that going. For the time being I am absolutely eating up every moment of this game, and I still have a long list of things that I want to be doing.

#FFXIV #AggroChat #Blaugust

Tiny Conjurations

August 6, 2014 by Belghast

Failure to Launch

Right now to be truthful I am having all manner of issues with my machines here at the house. With my gaming machine I think I have narrowed it down to the power supply, and plan on replacing that tonight. My laptop however I think was bit in the ass by the same nvidia driver issue that seemed to start everything. I am not sure what is wrong with Nvidia Driver 340.52 but both machines started having issues shortly after installing it. It might all be unrelated, but I likely would skip this driver for the time being because I wouldn’t want to wish my issues on anyone. Thankfully I was able to roll back to a system state on my laptop before the driver, so here is hoping that fixes things there.

As far as my desktop when I attempt to power it on, things flicker on for a brief second before immediately stopping. The fans won’t even make a full rotation, and based on all reading this is likely a PSU issue. Now in the past when my PSU has gone south, nothing at all happened, so this is new ground for me. However I am willing to try it since a PSU is a relatively cheap component to replace. Otherwise I would be something wrong with the motherboard… and I really don’t want to go down that avenue unless I absolutely have to. The problem is that I am running out of machines… worse case scenario I can try and get this machine my spare in gaming condition. I think it would run most of the things I might want to run, just not as well.

As far as me, I have been feeling like crap as well. The stress of having my machines in various states of “down” combined with allergy season wreaking havoc on my sinuses and lungs lead to me deciding to take a day to mostly rest and collect myself. My lungs have not been behaving well for the last couple of days, and the constant sinus headache has been causing me to eat ibuprophen like candy. So here is hoping by the end of today I will have all of my machines up and running smoothly as well as me doing the same. If not I guess we have to explore other avenues, and if I don’t get to feeling better soonish I guess I will have to run to the doctor. As a result of all of this my morning post is delayed. I did not really get a chance to post a big rundown of the blaugust folks either… but I guess at this point things are rolling along smooth enough that hopefully everyone is already reading the incoming posts.

Tiny Conjurations

Last night before all the computer issues started with my laptop, I decided to work on the conjurer job. At this point I have a 50 warrior (tank), 50 bard (range dps) and 50 dragoon (melee dps) so the only thing I am really missing at this point is a healer. All of the available healers require various levels of conjurer, so I figured it would be a good starting place. I am still not certain if I will be going White Mage or Scholar as far as healers go, but in any case I am slowly working on the levels. Conjurer I think has to be the hardest thing to level to date, mainly because all you really have to kill the mobs with is Stone and its various derivatives. Even in cleric stance, which is surprisingly enough the dps stance… you can’t really burn down mobs that fast. My plan is to mostly level through dungeons, but the problem with that is that I have to actually get to 15 first to do it.

Last night I tried my hand at healing Guildhests since those start at level 10. The main problem there is that folks don’t really seem to have a handle on tanking. I healed a total of four, and in each of them the tanks made zero effort to try and pull any mobs off of me. This means in the first one I ended up dying horribly, and in the later ones I mostly focused on healing myself… since I apparently was heal tanking. Guildhests really aren’t worth the frustration experience wise, so I went back to grinding near Horizon. I have a pretty massive stack of leves built up, so I opted to work through some of those. At the point my system troubles started, I was just shy of 15, which hopefully means I can jump straight into healing dungeons instead of grinding on my own.

Feels like Home

Yesterday afternoon Tam and I were talking about how much like home this game is feeling. I think in part it is due to the fact that Greysky Armada the free company is a thing uniquely created by the group of players that played FFXIV at launch. House Stalwart is very much a creation of my own, and it feels like my guild. White Masks is very much a creation of Tam and it feels like his guild. Greysky Armada is this wholly different thing that incorporates the best of each of us into something totally different. I think that is why coming back to it is so comfortable, because its an us thing not a me or him thing. Not sure if any of that makes any sense at all, but the folks that mostly do the AggroChat podcast have all been hanging out on voice chat for a few years now, and the FFXIV guild is 100% rooted in that little group.

Now that is not to say that everyone else isn’t welcome, but we kinda lead the guild as a team and not as a monarchy aligned under any one of us. On top of all of this is feels really awesome to see everyone back in Eorzea. I like this game a lot, and things just seem to work for me. Especially now that I went ahead and embraced the adorable making myself a Lalafell. At this point I am really hoping that the magic will last for awhile, and that we can all enjoy this space for more than a few months. Ultimately that is what I keep looking for… a place to set down roots and settle down. The problem is each of the games either has problems that bother me enough to where I don’t want to play it… or it lacks the people to make a comfortable environment. My hope is that FFXIV will be the game we all can agree on, since for the most part we all pined for it a little.

#Blaugust #FFXIV