Lets get this update out of the way. I am still struggling quite a bit with this death flu bullshit that has been going around. Here in my home state of Oklahoma there have been 45 deaths since the beginning of Flu Season, and I absolutely understand why. I religiously take the Flu Shot each year when work offers it, but some of the estimates I have seen say it is only 10-15% effective against what is actually out in the wild. Due to my case getting misdiagnosed as a sinus infection early on… it mean’t I lost that time window when something like Tamiflu would be useful. Now I am having to just slog through it in an attempt to get to the other side. This weekend things started feeling worse as it triggered my Asthma in a major way, and instead of podcasting Saturday night my wife was making a mercy run to Walgreens to pick up more medication that the on-call doctor prescribed. This meant that Friday night I wound up having to take six Prednisone pills in one dose in an attempt to shock my system back to normal. It is helping but going way slower than I would have liked, I am now starting day three of a dose pack and I am really hoping that today is the day that I start to feel more human again. Most of the weekend I was in this mode where I felt fairly reasonable so long as I was sitting perfectly still and not doing much of anything. The moment I would get up and attempt to do something simple like get a drink, or swap a load of laundry… and it felt like I had just finished some epic uphill slog through the tundra. I hate feeling useless, and I hate that this has continued to drag on as long as it has. Since the only time I felt reasonable this weekend was sitting on the sofa snuggled into a blanket with my laptop… that mean’t I spent most of my time playing games. With the current state of World of Warcraft feeling fairly awful until they make what is going to inevitably be a balance and tuning pass on World Scaling… I needed something else to hold my attention. I am still playing quite a bit of Neverwinter, but for whatever reason that game feels best to me when played in short focused bursts. It was around Friday that I started playing Elder Scrolls Online regularly and it managed to get its hooks into my psyche.
I have been extremely stubborn in the way that I play Elder Scrolls Online. For the uninitiated, the base game has a really cool feature of having a build in new game plus and plus plus modes. What that means is that as you beat your chosen faction’s content, you walk backwards around the ouroboros taking on the next faction in sequence while you play through all three. I originally rolled as Daggerfall Covenant, which mean’t my new game plus faction is Aldmeri Dominion and then new game plus plus would be Ebonheart Pact. Where we get into the stubborn part is that I refuse to play any of the “expansion” content aka Imperial City, Orsinium, Thieves Guild, Dark Brotherhood, Shadows of the Hist or Morrowind until I have completed all three of the original factions. Of note each one of these factions is designed to be 50 levels of content and now we get into where I have stalled out… it takes a very long time to work through the original game three times. Aldmeri Dominion originally seemed like pure hell to me because of my severe distaste for all things elves… and that faction has both the Altmer (High Elves) and the Bosmer (Wood Elves). That said… I do have a very deep soft spot for the often times completely feral cannibal Bosmer, and I have always loved the moon sugar imbibing Khajiit… so I thought on those two elements alone I could probably make it through the content. What I was not expecting however was to completely fall in love with the storyline featuring a bunch of elves and their weird struggles to hold together what apparently as a very unlikely alliance. With elements of the Wild Hunt and crazy drug induced visions… Aldmeri Dominion turned out to be a really excellent ride and I am sure Tam is pleased as hell with himself because I know he was responsible for at least some of the content. This weekend I managed to finish up the main storyline in Reapers March, but I will admit there are a lot of side quests that I simply did not deal with over there that at some point I will probably revisit. Ultimately I would love to 100% every one of the zones… but that will take time and I did not want to burn myself out doing so.
As a result last night I finally started Bleakrock Isle and Ebonheart Pact. This is without a doubt the content that I tested most thoroughly over the course of the year or so that I was in various alpha and beta tests. It was the content I could essentially do in my sleep… along with Stros M’kai. The funny thing is… time had clouded my memories and left me with vague idea for how the flow of the zone was supposed to go… but left me struggling to remember how to get 100% of the refugees off the island. I realize I could have easily skipped the intro area and moved straight on to Stonefalls, but in truth I have always found the intro areas to be extremely strong content. I know they were a huge problem for players who wanted to log in and just start running amok, but for me personally… they were this great guided tour into the game. That is one of the things I constantly find myself amazed by is just how damned good this game really is, and how relatively shunned it was by the broader Elder Scrolls community. Each time I return I get immersed completely into the world and am right back where I left off mentally and wandering around completely interesting quests. That honestly is a double edged sword because what ultimately causes me to wander away is that it is almost at times too immersive. Much like playing the story in SWTOR I get engrossed in the game and have trouble doing anything else while playing it. There is always more dialog to listen to and more quest chains to complete, and my ability to binge Netflix and play this game is largely a nonstarter. If I want to Netflix… my game of choice is something like World of Warcraft that is so familiar and almost mind numbing that I can play it almost entirely with muscle reflexes. Elder Scrolls is largely still a game about muscle reflex for me… but still one that I need to accurately read the tells that the mobs on screen are giving me to be able to react correctly to in order to stay alive. I cannot simply blindly run around mashing buttons… or I will end up dead exceptionally fast for someone who has just shy of 200 champion points as of logging out last night. I know I am probably playing less than optimally, but I have a build that works for me and feels reasonably well and I am afraid to dig too deeply into it past that. Optimization is often times the path of misery for me and drains the fun out of the experience. I do however need to perform a little resource to figure out exactly what the gear level breaks are and how soon I should be looking to upgrade out of my 160 CP gear into something else.
