A Jumbled Mess

Good Morning Folks. I hope that I am coming out of the worst parts of Covid hell. Today is the first day I am going to attempt to put in a full day’s work. What is so fucked about this illness is how wildly it impacts different people. Essentially my wife brought this home to me from her workplace and for her it just seemed like a generic cold with touches of allergies. For me… it started out that way but then essentially knocked me on my ass. I’ve spent so much time coughing that my entire torso feels like it is bruised. Each day has gotten a little better, but it was yesterday and today that I actually started to really begin to feel better. My focus has been scattered as hell, even seeing me attempt to revitalize the Engineer that I worked on unlocking Mechanist with but did nothing afterward.

I honestly had a pretty freaking great day in Guild Wars 2 and I will probably talk more about some revelations that I made yesterday in a longer form post tomorrow. However, I essentially figured out how to make the whole meta-train click. Yesterday I managed to catch Dragon Stand, Chalk Gerent, Auric Basic, Aetherblade Assault, Kaineng City Blackout, and then Echovald Gang War back to back. I could have ridden the train for as long as I would have liked, arriving in the zone just as the next event was ramping up, but I needed a break after that much excitement. That is the big thing I am noticing right now is I can only handle so much focused activity before I get drained. Essentially I will share these dark secrets tomorrow, but if this works as well as I think it does it will absolutely breathe new life into the game for me.

I am continuing to make slow progress in World of Warcraft as I push through The War Within on my Pandaria Remix Dark Iron Dwarf. If nothing else it has given me quite possibly my new favorite transmog. I’ve started the second zone which is considerably cooler than the first one was. I dig the Dwarven-adjacent storyline of the Earthen and this is legitimately quite possibly the best World of Warcraft has been in years. The problem is… it is still World of Warcraft. It lives in this sort of messy middle-ground between Final Fantasy XIV and Guild Wars 2 for me. The combat is nowhere near as tightly structured as FFXIV and at the same time does not feel as fluid and fast-paced as Guild Wars 2… so it just sort of feels loose and messy all the time. It does not help that they removed Titanic Throw which was easily my favorite ability from Dragonflight. I miss having something as good as the Paladin shield throw, and I absolutely feel like I need it when moving around the tightly packed corridors to group everything up.

Since I cannot seem to be pinned down to focusing on any one thing… I of course went off and created a new Ruthless character in Path of Exile. A lot of the streamers have been exploring Ruthless mode, which of course made me interested again given that the Settlers town gives you easier access to gear than normal in this mode. I rolled a Duelist with the purpose of going Bleed Gladiator and am mostly just running around with splitting steel and the only two supports that I have found to this point which is Added Cold Damage and Chance to Poison. Not a combination I would ever use together… but when you are limited in your options you use whatever you can get. Add to this some bleed chance that I am getting from the passive tree… I can mostly zip around pretty well in Act III.

What is most interesting about this game mode is the way that it makes re-evaluate items that you might have considered trash drops previously. It isn’t like I have never used a Tear of Purity before, especially if it drops while I am leveling, but I also would not have considered it godly. However, in Ruthless, a game mode where you are unlikely to see access to Purity of Elements or any other auras save for Vitality/Clarity/Precision… this is a game changer. I got this from my very first shipment of goods and it has made all the difference in the world for me given that I now have a decent amount of elemental resistances while leveling and the ability to just entirely avoid all elemental ailments. On top of that, it is a needed source of life and intelligence. So I get why folks enjoy this mode because it makes you really scrutinize the drops to see if you can squeeze any benefit out of them. If normal Path of Exile is well constructed Magic The Gathering… Ruthless is trying to play with the old-school starter deck and nothing else.

I also spent a bit of time this weekend working on my home in Final Fantasy XIV. I raided the private room from our Free Company house and started migrating some of my miniatures over on the shelves behind the counter and vendors. I also brought over my Ahriman furniture set that I picked up from my retainers years ago. I am kind of going for a storefront/showroom vibe for the upstairs and then will build out the downstairs to be more of a bedroom/readyroom thing. If nothing else the home looks a little less barren. If you are on Cactuar, feel free to pop by Ward 28 Plot 3 and sign my guestbook. I will continue to tinker with things because I figure this is going to be a long project, not something I finish in a weekend.

Lastly, while I am squirreling out of control… I am starting to look forward to the Cycle restart in Last Epoch on the 19th. I did not really play that heavily when this cycle started, and will probably come back and start something fresh again. Likely going to spin off the type of character that I was playing in this cycle and see if I can build it a bit better. I really like Warpath and the Spin to Win gameplay style, and more specifically I liked the dual wield torch/smite sword thing. Largely I like this build because it works perfectly fine without the right gear and just gets better as you add the key pieces to it. However, I could throw a last-minute monkey wrench in the system and play a Necromancer again because it has been a while since I have done that. Whatever the case I am looking forward to having the mental bandwidth to give this game some devoted time again.

Basically, I am still spinning out of control right now, but I am hoping as I continue to mend I will be able to focus on individual things a bit better in the coming weeks.

AggroChat #492 – Obtuse Unlocks

Featuring: Ammosart, Ashgar, Belghast, Kodra, and Thalen

Hey Folks!  We are down a handful of folks but continue pushing forward.  We start off with talking about a world where Arcades did not die out…  aka Japan and what the 2020 Covid crisis did to them.  This leads to a discussion about playing DDR and similar rhythm games at home.  From there Bel talks about the upcoming update to Last Epoch where they are doing a mid-cycle reset and some of the reasons why this is happening.  Ammo talks about her experiences returning to Guild Wars 2 and Bel shares his frustrations about how obtuse the achievement system is when it comes to trying to find the major unlocks and legendary crafts.  Bel also questions whether or not Twitch Drops work, which Kodra refutes with his personal experience.  Lastly, we talk a bit about Visions of Mana the fifth official game in the Mana Series.

Topics Discussed:

  • 2020 and Japanese Arcades
    • Playing DDR At Home
  • Guild Wars 2
    • Ammo’s return to the game
    • Obtuse System Unlocks
  • Do Twitch Drops Work?
  • Visions of Mana

The Defense of Leveling

There is a thread that sprung up on the AggroChat slack that has been largely demonizing the process of leveling in MMORPGs. The consensus seems to be, that games should allow you to immediately drop into content with your friends without any requirement to push through levels and push through gearing. On one level I absolutely get where they are coming from, but on another… I genuinely love the process of leveling. Games struggle to provide content that feels meaningful, but at the same time is generally low-pressure. When you hit the endgame, there is this propensity for expecting that players want the difficulty dial cranked up to eleven. I am fine with difficult content, but I also don’t want things to be “sweaty” all the time. In fact I need large swaths of chill gaming in order to distance out the spikes of frustration.

Yesterday I rolled a brand new Guardian in Guild Wars 2, and I have been having a blast going through the motions of doing a ton of content I have done several times before. However the introduction of leveling and earning new things each time I level… makes the process enjoyable. I am also getting to see story content again with fresh eyes. This is a huge part of why Ace and I rolled alts on Kraken server in Final Fantasy XIV, was to experience those early days of the game all over again. There is something charming about starting over, so much so that there are a few times I have legitimately considered creating an alt account in Guild Wars 2 so that I can see the game with the same eyes I would as a brand-new player. I get that this is not something that most players would want to do… but also I am also a huge proponent of the seasonal model in ARPGs, and after experiencing Pandaria Remix think it might be an interesting thought experiment in MMORPGs as well.

Part of the reason why I end up rolling so many characters during what is effectively a limited event like a Path of Exile league… is that every so often I just get that itch to start over. For example, I have played through Cyberpunk 2077 up to the “Embers” quest chain something around eight or nine times at this point… only actually finishing the game on two of those play-throughs. I could not tell you how many times I have put at least 40-60 hours worth of playtime into a Bethesda game… only to start all over again the next time I get the itch to play one. In Minecraft, I almost never continue in the same world for more than a few weeks at a time because I get this urge to explore and “break” the world and once I have satisfied that urge I can move on with something else. I’ve played through the entirety of Mass Effect start to finish at least four times… with individual segments like my favorite Mass Effect 2 even more times. There is just something comforting and compelling about revisiting some of my favorite games.

So while leveling is a chore to most players… for whatever reason my brain is keyed to crave it. I leveled three characters during the Pandaria Remix event in World of Warcraft and one of those characters is now the character I am starting to play in War Within. Similarly, in Final Fantasy XIV I already have five jobs at level 100 and am continuing to level more as I do daily content. Before Endwalker released I pushed everything that I had on my account to level 80 and while I think I burnt myself out in the process… I also had a hell of a lot of fun experience with all of these different gameplay styles while doing content that was deeply familiar. I have at least a half dozen different Warriors scattered between multiple servers in World of Warcraft, and I enjoyed creating and leveling all of them.

I think the problem that I have with games that don’t have leveling… is that the characters I am playing oftentimes don’t feel like they are mine. Like I don’t really have a concept of “character” in roleplaying terms, but I have a deep investment in character as a sequence of my interactions and gearing decisions. All of my characters are me and in spite of playing on many a roleplaying server for the better sense of community… I don’t really do roleplay. However I remember when I acquired this item or that item, or when I got a new ability that I had been wanting and played with it for the first time. I remember each and every Path of Exile character when I managed to push across the line toward viability and was able to start ripping through content and farming it. Similarly, I have a stable of characters in Guild Wars 2, that I boosted that I feel almost no investment in.

Guild Wars 2 is really free with its character boosts, either in the form of partial boosts that come in the birthday gifts or the level 80 boosts that you end up getting each expansion. After seeing how much more I care about my Guardian while going through the process of leveling him… I feel like I might have robbed myself of a critical experience to enjoy these characters by taking those boosts. I’m legitimately contemplating deleting characters, and rerolling them over time so that I can expand my stable of characters in a more organic fashion. In truth… I am probably still going to use a boost to get a free set of gear, but I am planning on using it around 70-75 after I have already leveled through the content most of the way naturally. This character feels more “mine” than my baby Asuran Guardian that I boosted ever did.

In other news, I wrapped up my Griffon yesterday and now officially have every mount unlocked on my account. This one was a little bittersweet because despite all of this effort and expenditure of gold… I still don’t really like this mount. It feels like a worse version of the Skyscale, which I guess I already understood. Maybe it is better if you are crossing a large distance and starting at a really high vantage point… but getting up off the ground is miserable. One thing that I really wish Guild Wars 2 was better about is organizing all of these “system” unlocks into a category of Achievements. For example, if they had one place where you should see all of the Legendary item quests, all of the Mount quests, and anything that unlocks a specific system it would be far less obtuse to players. As it stands you essentially have to live on the Wiki in order to figure out how to do any of these things… which is a challenge as I am trying to determine what my next “long grind” is going to be.

I also spent some time yesterday crafting a new set of award badges for Blaugust 2024. I apologize to everyone who has participated this year because I have not really been engaged. August was a really rough month for me, and I have felt like I was largely phoning it in because I just did not have enough spoons for anything else. There were times this month that I thought I should have probably ended the event at the decade mark because I just was not feeling it. I think that is more the viewpoint into this specific month and how busy it has been and less about the event as a whole. I might start actually accepting more help in the planning and running of the event in future years though, and I have leaned way the hell more on my mentors than I have at any other time. Huge thanks to Jaedia and Magi who have carried a lot of the burden.

Catmander Magic

Good Morning Folks. Last night I spent most of the evening chipping away at my Griffon mount quest. This is the only mount that I had not unlocked, and given that I did not have other pressing matters I figured it was time to quit stalling and knock it out. I was on the step where I had to complete each of the Open Skies achievements per Path of Fire zone. These involved some rather costly expenditures at 25g per pop, collecting griffon eggs, and knocking out a few specific event chains. Many of these had a Champion or Legendary mob at the end of it, which is when I learned the magical power that is the commander tag. There were several times when I tagged up, shouted to map chat that I was on an event chain for the griffon, and shockingly … people would just materialize. Hell, there were many times when I was thanked after the fact because apparently there were folks milling around in the zone who needed it but did not know how to get started. One can get used to having the power to herd cats… literally.

As of this morning, I am on the step “Sunspear Wisdom” which involves going into a story instance and collecting a bunch of tomes. I am not sure I can do this step yet on my Ranger, because I have not completed Path of Fire. I will have to do some further research to see if it actually works. After that I think all I have to do is return the writings to the Sunspear Sanctuary and then pick up my shiny new Griffon mount. I’ve put this off in large part because it was a good chunk of gold to spend on a mount that I was not sure I would actually use much. I use my Skyscale all the freaking time, but Griffon in general just seems like a less good version of that. Griffons however are MUCH faster and there are times when it would be handy to zip across a zone quickly when chasing a meta train.

I wish that Guild Wars 2 had something akin to the Fantasia’s from Final Fantasy XIV. My Guardian is an Asura and quite honestly… no matter how much time I spend on them I cannot get into them. There is just something about the movement being jerky similar to the World of Warcraft Gnome, that I cannot abide. So this morning I decided to use one of my spare character slots and create a brand new Guardian with the purpose of making it a Heal/Alac Hammerbender. Right now I am leveling the old-fashioned way because it has been ages since I did any of this content “legitimately”, once I get closer to the later levels I will use my boost on the character and run around in a full set of celestial gear which should be reasonable enough to at least get started. Then the question is whether or not I buy one of the Hero Point boosts so I can dive straight into Willbender or if I try and join one of the Hero Point trains. Hell, I guess if I so desired I could start my own…. given that I have that Catmander Magic.

Recently I kinda got back into playing the Warrior given that I was using it for unlocking a Gift of Exploration. I gave him a bit of a facelift the other day, and this morning I decided to continue that glow-up with a bit of a dye session as I have begun to lean into the whole fire aesthetic. I really love what you can do with the branded-themed mount skins and the color trails. I wish there was a branded Warclaw and Turtle so that I could just keep with that same theming. Springer is probably the mount that I like the least but even it looks cool with the branded skin. Right now I am playing around on Spear, which is to mean that I am not actually using a spear at all given that I spend most of my time in gunblade stance.

The other thing that I am trying really hard to get used to is making sure that I have parked my characters in my Homestead before I leave for the night. The experience buff is just too good to ignore, and given that I want to try and grind out another Gift of Battle this weekend, I am hoping to go into that adventure with as much rested experience as possible. I think the anniversary buff ends on Sunday at some point, so that means Saturday is going to be WVW central for me. All in all, I am having quite a good time in Guild Wars 2, and am hoping to maybe get some fractal and maybe strike groups going. If you are playing right now and interested in doing some group content, hit me up. Maybe we can figure out a time when it works for everyone.